to be honest , life's been quite hectic these days . the fact that im still trying to fit myself in this new chapter of my life makes me kinda want to throw up . what the fish bdak2 semue pndai2 . i've been sleeping late like 3 days in a row . and gonna have to sleep late again today to work on my assignments otherwise i'll be the dumb-girl-in-the-class again .
fate oppose my dream when im agaaain , rejected by mara to proceed my studies in medic . sincerely , im kinda lost in this world of surprise . future is unpredictable . future is frightening . thinking my friends left me behind , when im trying to lift my heavy hope in a condition where i couldnt vomit as much effort as i can . too much to think of that i couldnt reach the conscience as a student .
dont tell me to be strong cause i've tried and still trying . give me some time alone . alone for me to regret my doings . alone to summon my spirit back to when i was strong back then . alone to think about what i should do to face whatever obstacle Allah gave me . and to find the answer Allah trying to tell me .
farewell and assalamualaikum
Saturday, July 7, 2012
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